She told me that I'd probably have to wait a bit as there are going to be a few students coming in to get their shots.
So, my appointment will most probably be pushed later, how much later I'm not really sure. But I hope it won't take too long as I was told I had to fast from 12 am until the time when the doctor says I can eat.
*sigh*
I'm dreading the moment as I hate to go to the doctors. It's just not natural for me. I'm not the type of person who likes to be the subject of an examination.
And that is exactly what I will have to endure tomorrow ... err ... later today, I mean.
What is swimming through my mind is that I go through all the medical check up that I'm required to (or what I signed up for) and the doctor will say that everything is A-OK. I'm in tip-top shape and I can go through life without a worry.
Should be a good thing, right?
Well ... not so much. Good news and bad news.
Good news is I'm healthy.
Bad news is ... what the heck was I worrying myself, my family and my friends for? If everything is OK. I've been worried sick because of my blue nails (previous post ... before Quest Crew). I can hardly breathe if I do a little bit of cardio ... like climbing the stairs to my house ...
My brain giving me a constant headache because it's being such a pain in the arse for being in pain. And yet, if there's nothing wrong (as the two doctors at Klinik Mediveron, Ampang both said) then I'd be the laughing stock of the town.
My parents will never take me seriously again. I'd be labeled a drama queen with a capital D-R-A-M-A ... although, I am already dubbed a drama queen but not to that extent.
Then again, if it is bad news, well ... lets hope there's a cure. That's all I'm asking for.
It's still cold. My nails are still purple. I still can't sleep at night.
Lets just say ... right now ... I'd rather the bad news than good.
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