You could call me a dreamer, but I'd like to think of myself as an achiever. I strive to attain my goals, no matter how insignificant others might perceive of the goals I have sent for myself. I resent the thought that inhibits my ability to go through it all.
Obstacles are set to ensure the satisfaction guaranteed once the goals are attained. If it is easy as pie, it wouldn't be an accomplishment that you can forever cherish.
My ultimate goal is for the betterment of my life - present and future. I have a career that showcases my knowledge and capability, that has catapulted me to the top of the ladder in terms of recognition. I have achieved thus far career-wise that I must now focus on other important goals that I need to achieve in my life.
Never have I felt the beauty of being in a relationship. Never have a felt the gentle caress of a man against my skin, with ever touch he showers his love upon me. Never have I felt the sensation of being loved by someone so deeply.
And I wish all that and more.
Do I wish to be in a relationship with Faliq (above picture)? I cannot deny but that has always been swimming in my head. His face pops in my every dream. When I wake up, he's the first person I see when I open my eyes (could be due to the fact that he's my wallpaper in my handphone).
Am I crazy for thinking this way? Has maturity not bestow itself upon me yet that I am still living in a fantasy world? They do say love makes people do crazy things.
But how can I be in love when I don't even know this man? How can I be in love when he doesn't even know of my existence? I have no clue and I have no answer to that. All I can say is that I wish and I do desire.
No, I am not a stalker.
No, I am not a dreamer.
No, I am not crazy.
Faliq personifies all that I desire in a man. He is charismatic, charming, successful, intelligent, a gentleman with impeccable taste. I can't deny his good looks has indeed affected my judgement as well. Thus, is it wrong for me to be attracted to such an individual? How can someone not be?
This is, though, a much more 'attainable' dream than those that I have dreamt about. Attainable being at least he is Malaysian, he isn't a celebrity. He's Faliq.
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