To Quote ... Love. An Epidemic.

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

~ Neil Gaiman

“What makes life worth living is knowing that one day you'll wake up and find the person that makes you happier than anything in the whole world. So don't ever lose hope and give up, everything turns out okay and the good guy always wins.”

“Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.”

“To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.”

“Love comes when manipulation stops; when you think more about the other person than about his or her reactions to you. When you dare to reveal yourself fully. When you dare to be vulnerable.”

~ Dr Joyce Brothers

“Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, it's when he ignores you and you still love him, it's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you really do is cry.”

“A sad thing in life is that sometimes you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go.”

To Quote ... Love. An Epidemic.

Crossroads - The Road (Might) Not Taken

Life is a mystery waiting to be unravelled. A story full of never ending tales, intimidating as it is the unknown, the unpredictable.

Life has strewn about so many choices and options. So many open doors and some closed forever. But you never know if one of the doors will lead you to right where you need to be .. or where you want to be.

Has it ever occurred to anyone that whatever life throws at us, it might be for our own good? But what if the choices we made were bad? Where is this silver lining I keep hearing people say? Why is it that everytime I think I got away, they pull me back in?

Life's questions unanswered. 

Maybe I like it better that way.

There's a bright path right in front of me, unobstructed by any means, and yet I feel that the path is still unclear. I have yet created more crossroads, more paths that intertwine with the path that I tread on. I have complicated things yet again with this tainted heart and emotional rollercoaster that is me.

I have already determined using my head, and now my heart is questioning my every move. I thought that I have learnt to tame my heart to not overpower my judgement and yet it does so anyway.

And so the question forms in my mind yet again.

Which road shall I take?

Which path shall lead me to happiness?

Should I or should I not?

Crossroads - The Road (Might) Not Taken